I feel like my music taste is changing at the moment… I’m inclined towards saying it’s maturing but I don’t know if it is or not yet or if that’s the right word to use. 

I’ve just noticed that there are quite a few bands that are getting popular recently that I find myself not really giving that much care for, whereas I think that past me would really like them.

So I haven’t made a post in a while… just been really busy with studying and stuff, and also because I’ve been studying so much there hasn’t been a lot to say.

But anyway, first exam tomorrow, honestly can’t wait for exams to start so then I can see the end. Can’t wait for these exams to be over because honestly this academic year has been pretty shitty for me not just garde wise. 

Today I felt really down and fed up I’m feeling better this evening.

I’m going to make a conscious effort to try and stay positive this week. My Dad is always telling me to stay positive and I’m hoping it will have a positive effect and help me work more efficiently.

Hello Liverpool, good to be back!

…I’m being sarcastic of course. After all the things that come with living here, at least it kinda feels like a home away from home. The next 6 weeks are going to be pretty hard though, but as long as I get my head down it should be alright.

Last day at home and really not looking forward to being back in Liverpool what with all the work and stuff to do. Oh well… at least it will keep me occupied I guess.

In better news it’s great to see that Neck Deep had a good reception over in America! 

Placement meant that I didn’t really find the time to post on tumblr and since the start of the Easter holidays I’ve just been relaxing and catching up on stuff so kinda haven’t had the time either. Anyway I’m back now and will start regularly posting again (or what I call regular anyway!)

My mood whilst on placement was good. As it usually is really. I had internet and there’s something about being in 9-5 and then not having to worry about anything and maybe also the fact that I’m around people a lot that just means I never really either have chance to feel down with stuff or just stops me from feeling that way. I guess I kinda feel like the working day suits me. Although when I graduate and I’m working full time I’ll have to see how I feel after longer than 4weeks.

I’m now on Easter break but I’m starting to feel down again. I have a lot of work to do and this morning I’ve just felt like I can’t deal with it right now. Anyway, it has to be done so I guess I’ll get through it.

I haven’t been on much recently because I’m working 9 - 5 on placement atm and haven’t had much time to get on over the past couple of days. Also, the internet here isn’t too fast haha, but I’m not complaining I’m just glad we have internet.

Placement is going alright, could be going a lot worse that’s good.

Really looking forward to Saturday night and going to my mates bday. Will be good seeing all the guys again!

Not getting much work done at the moment, but oh well there’s Easter holidays for that!

So I’m at my Aunt’s visiting for a day before I go to placement. Really love seeing them again, especially my cousin because I get on really well with him and I used to see him more often.

Not looking forward to placement. Just can’t be bothered with it and also I know they’re going to expect us to know a lot of stuff and I’m not really ready for it. At least I have the weekend to look forward to and Easter holidays after that!

Just mixed good and not so good feelings at the moment really :/.

Been feeling pretty down this week to be honest. Partly to do with the fact that I’ve realised I haven’t got much time to do the poster for this module on my course and it’s been stressing me out a bit. Also because for some reason I’ve been feeling like no one here really gets me/likes me all that much. I mean I have a couple of friends on the course but most of the other just seem either indifferent or less than indifferent towards me sometimes.

Anyway, placement next week. Kinda looking forward to it and kinda not. It’s placement at the end of the day but then I’ve heard there is internet in the accommodation and I also have my mates birthday get together in London at the weekend. Just spoke to my aunt and cousin as well and although its a bummer that it didn’t work out so that I could stay at theirs, I’m still definitely seeing my cousin whilst I’m down there which should be good.

Over the past few days I’ve really been wanting it to be summer and for there to be nice sunny weather. I think there’s three reasons for this:

1. I’ve been looking at Penny Skateboards because I really want one and most of the videos/pictures I’ve watched are from sunny places.

2. I’m going to America to Oklahoma/California over summer and the weather is going to be really nice.

3. I really think my mood would be better if the weather was brighter and sunnier. I mean I’m usually in a better mood when that’s how the weather is. Admittedly it could just be because most of the time the weather is nice in the UK and I experience nice weather I’m don’t have to think about/deal with uni.

I have some amazing parents. I’m so lucky to have them. I just felt like saying that for some reason because I know not everyone is lucky enough to have parents like mine.

Anyway today I went to meet my parents and sister today to surprise my Mum for Mother’s Day. In the afternoon we went to shop for cars which I’m really glad I got to be there for because I’ve always helped my Dad choose cars and stuff and it’s just nice that I got to do it even though I’m at uni now.

Feeling a bit down as I always do after visiting parents/going home/seeing friends from home and coming back to Liverpool. Oh well I guess :/.